cell phone postings 12/17

#4
and tonight the stars don't show their face
the warmth has hidden itself from me
and i can't find it under all the layers of gray clothing

anxious and jittery
i find myself drowning in waters that don't ripple and don't move
its too dark and i can't feel anything

but this lunatic blood thirsty creature
a breed of its own kind
parasitical being of my making

that confronts demons that exist only in my head
taking the place of him, of her
that become my big torment, unable to leave behind

but in this cold
i shiver and cry
fully aware

that's its me
that i am my own demon

#5
i just remember why i don't like messing around
thanks
for showing me where i belong
and what i really want
because i remember this is not what i had in mind


#6
in the darkness of the night
driving down this road i'm hungry
stomach howling
scratching my insides


#7
todo lo que se tenia que haber dicho ya se dijo
nuestra cuerda vocales quedan mudas
y solo se mueven nuestras lenguas
nuestros labios
entre caricias se satisface otro sentir
pero con todo lo que hemos pasado
sera que esta es la ultima etapa
de lo que fue y ya jamas sera?