my list

1. as of late i like wearing my hood up, when i wear hoodies
2. i'm currently trying to let my hair grow, but as usual i am desperately tempted to cut it. like always
3. honestly, i am very skeptical when it comes to love at this young age
   
4. well maybe its just i have many other priorities in my life, and couldn't imagine trying to shift them around to fit someone in. gimme another 7-10 years to stop being selfish
   
5. merengue, bachata, and perico ripiao, are my shit!!!
6. i love being Dominican, and couldn't picture being anything else
7. i'm emotional, but it doesn't mean i'm silly. i've become emotionally strong in many aspects of life
8. when i was 16, i was diagnosed with OCD, general anxiety disorder, and depression. i've gotten over the depression, and my OCD is nearly not as bad as it was once. being medicated sucked, and to this day i'm learning to take care of myself
   
9. i love my friends, and i wouldn't know how i would still be here if it wasn't for them
10. i love my grandma, and everything she represents in my life. many of my best lessons have come through her
    
11. i have three sisters [jennifer, elisabeth, jeannette] who are the loves of my life
12. someday i want to have kids, lots of kids
13. i believe in freedom, equality, but i don't know how much i believe in democracy sometimes
14. money doesn't mean much to me, i've been happy so much of my life without it, that pursuing it isn't my only goal
15. i want to be a better person
16. sometimes i wish i wasn't all over the place
17. i want to be fluent in at least 2 more languages
18. i want to be a small change in the world
19. someday i want to publish and write a book
20. i wish i didn't procrastinate as much, then i would have time for all the other things i want
21. i like staying up really late, like 4-5am, and then going to bed, and waking up at 11 to start my day
22. i like kissing and cuddling
    
23. sex and the city, is the best show in the world. regardless of what you think
24. i want to make my parents proud, but more than that, i want them to think of all the sacrifices they made for me, and know that it was all worth it.
25. i could keep this list going on and on. but i wont. find out the rest